Since I'm making a conscious (sp?) effort to actually use this journalesque thing...
Well, on the work front...
The Company's acquisition date is nigh. Monday, in fact. All of the 4 million 2 runs of payroll (for all monies up to and through the 29th) are done. 2006 W-2's (with minor corrections to be done on Monday) are complete and mailed/handed out. Year-end is 80% done. Just a bit of reporting that still needs to be done on Monday. Other "stuff" that my accounting/finance/payroll brain is incapable of remembering after a tremendously hectic week.
Obviously with the complicated nature of the last payrolls, there were bound to be a few "issues." Nothing that would prevent the "merger" from happening, and nothing that would cause pandemonium. Issues nonetheless. And the toughest part of that is how hard I am on myself when mistakes ARE made. When I feel like even some small step or extra caution could've prevented it from inconveniencing even one employee. Not to mention the amount of work that I'll take on before I decide that it's far more beneficial to myself and everyone else to not promise what I might not be able to deliver.
Once again, I go trying to "prove" myself when I've already proven that I'm capable. I think the better phrase is that I'm actually trying to prove myself to myself. I think that the driving fact is having always been advised of my shortcomings in uncontrollable aspects (i.e personality) of my life that I overcompensate in other areas of my life that I DO have complete control over.
Like I said, it's nothing that can't be fixed. I just think that things should be right, no gray area. It's either wrong or it's right.
And if it's not right, then it's definitely wrong.
More later...thoughts are running amok, and I simply don't have the patience for trying to put them together cohesively at the moment.
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