depressed.

my last day at work was last friday--3/2. i was hoping that i'd be okay, but being "transitioned" out aka laid-off is bothering me a hell of alot more than i'd like.

granted, it wasn't the same place to work right after the board of directors approved everything back at the end of january, but alot of the people that meant something to me were still there. so that counted for something.

it's probably stupid to everyone else that i'm so upset, but i really do feel as though i've lost a family in a way. i'm not sure that i have the desire or ability to fully explain it right now.

i understand that business is business, but because of what that place represented to me, it just feels...like...well, i guess ick is the best i can do right now. i just want to go to sleep for the next few months, and not even my severance package is enough to get me out of this funk right now.

blech.